I hate december. It makes my family go downhill.
Its like....the time of the year where my family reveals its true self and then start again during new years.

Like 4 years ago my uncle punched my cousin in the face and left her in her house bleeding and what not. Then my cousin Alma died and in christmas everyone was crying for her.

Hnn, my dad starts getting mad for odd reason and my mom tends to fight with him alot.
My grandma already started with "Stephanie hates me! She wants me to die! She can go to hell!"

And besides the economy is shit, and we have that much money to buy presents to our families and friends. I kinda regret when i was small that i wanted so much toys and i only thought about myself and not my mom or her money.

But oh well, i hope it passes by quickly so we can start again...normally i guess?

Oh well C:
I need to keep my head up and keep a smile on.

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